Walang Hanggang Paalam

Walang Hanggang Paalam

Day 13 of July. May mangyayari ba sa pagitan nito hanggang mag-akinse para masabing hindi pa ito ang tamang oras ng pamamaalam?

Eight years ago, I have witnessed myself kung paano nalungkot at nangulila nang umalis din ang perslab ko papunta sa kabundukan ng Zambales para mag-training sa Philippine Navy. Tanda ko pa sa araw ng pagpunta niya sa headquarters sa Roxas Boulevard, isang oras kaming nagusap sa cellphone ( di pa uso ang mga unlicall noon so kamusta naman ang nagastos ko sa load). Sa pamamaalam pa lang thru phone di ko na kinaya. Paano na lang kung talagang nakita ko siyang sumampa sa army truck. Or Makita siyang papalayo na bitbit ang mga gamit niya at sigurado akong magkikita na lamang kami matapos ang isang taon.

Nakakatuwa naming isipin, ngayon ulit ko naramdaman yung pangungulilang iyon na di ko akalain na ang taong nagngangalang Kim Nam Gil ang siyang dahilan ng matinding kalungkutan ko ngayon. For few months of admiration and keeping this page updated, I met different people, discovered my strength and weaknesses; have known my limitations and how far I can go.

Sa Operation Gilicious ko napatunayan kugn gaano tayo ka-adeek sa kanya. May pag-aalangan ako na baka di yun makarating sa kanya at baka sa bungad pa lang ng Star J entertainment ay di na tanggapin ang padalang iaabot ng Fed Ex. Habang yakap yakap kong dala ang package papuntang fedex noon, minumura ko siya sa isip ko, “Langhiya ka KNG. Dapat mong Makita to. Wag kang papasok ng militia na di mo to nakikita to buset ka!” Pero sa mga fans, na nagdasal na makarating ito sa kanya ay malaking pasasalamat na sa akin. Sana mabigyan pansin ang munting regalo natin sa kanya. Hindi man ganon kagarbo eh puno naman to ng pagmamahal. Sana Makita niya kung gaano siya pinagpipitagan dito sa Pinas. Sana..

For six months, this page have grown into something beautiful. A unified 5, 000 ++ fans who did not only swoon over Kim Nam Gil but also admire his humility and kind heart. He had entertained us by his wacky character as Bidam; carried away by his unstoppable love for Queen SEon Deok, and cried more than a liter of tears over his glorious death in the story. For six months, we have searched for all his pictures available in the cyberworld; watched those fanmade vids in youtube; learned to become patient while viikii painstakingly loads his current drama series; got curious about his previous movies and drama. We explored his life all through out . We were humbled by his generosity towards the unfortunate children. His low profile makes our pedestal for him hikes a notch higher. Everyday.

Kwento ng sundalo kong ekis noon, mahirap ang pinagdaanan nilang training. Sa sobrang hirap eh kapag nakalabas ka, tataaas ang tingin mo sa sarili mo dahil nalampasan mo ang physical, mental, emotional and psychological torture na dinanas mo mula sa kampo. Kugn iisipin ko si KNG, maaga siyang magigising araw-araw. Bago kumain ng breakfast, magjojogging muna sila sa kabundukan. Buong araw uubusin nila ang oras nila sa physical na gawain. May mga klase rin silang tinatawag para pag-aralan ang mga military terms and code of discipline.

Sa unang anim na buwan magiging ganon ang itsura ni KNG, wala na ang kanyang “bangs” na bagay na bagay sa kanya. Magiging highcut or flat top or even kalbo ang hairdo niya sa loob ng 2 taon. Puro mga camouflouge at combat shoes and laging get up niya. Mas madungis pa siya sa gusgusing Bidam na nakilala natin sa QSD. Sa dalawang taon sa kampo , isa lamang siyang private. Walang PA. walang maglalaba ng damit niya kundi siya. Walang sariling shower room. Walang malambot na higaan at mainit na comforter. Walang video camera. Walang limelight.

Kung tuloy na si KNG sa akinse. Dalawang damdamin ang mamayani sa akin. Lungkot at pag-asa. Nakakulongkot dahil mawawalay ang lalaking kinahumalingan natin mula sa kanyang ngiti at matatalas na tingin. But am hopeful at the same time that he will come back—a new Kim Nam Gil. Isang bagong imaheng patuloy natin susubaybayan .

Isa siya sa mga taong nagpasaya sa ating sa loob ng anim na buwan. He will continue to inspire us all even this time na hindi na niya makikita ang mga sons and daughters niya (san man tayo sulok ng mundo)

We will surely miss him.

“at habang papalayo..papalapit pa rin ang puso..kahit na magkahiwalay..”

^teniente Ly.

KIM NAM GIL CHARITY WORKS- AMBASSADOR OF LOVE, PEACE AND GOODWILL

Despite the hectic shooting of his latest drama series Bad Man , Kim Nam Gil still find time to visit Raphael House in Seoul last April 9 , 2010. This is one among the routinary social community services he had for this year. Having a soft heart towards children, his compassion to attend to this disabled child is overwhelming.

Kim Nam Gil had been active in his career after his acting recognition as Bidam in Queen Seon Deok. Yet, his participation in charity works did not escape the public eye. Last year in November, he participated in UNICEF collaboration with World Cup( to be held in South Africa ) and apparel company Basic House shirts. This event will set up a T-Shirt Red Devil with the theme of “Never Alone”. The proceeds will be used to help children, particularly African-deficient world to provide supplies such as medicine, educational assistance and clothings. Korea, one of the participating country, encouraged celebrities to become part of the endorsements. KNG joined the campaign with other 20 celebrities namely Kim Hyun Jung, Yoon Eun Hye, Lee Jung Min Hwang Shin-hye, Park In-hwan, Julian Kang, and Lee Hye Jung Big Mama.

Early in January this year, KNG, together with his family went to do social service activities to the rest of Padang (Indonesia) 2009 earthquake victims. Kim Nam Gil is assisted by a committee of local NGO in Padang to extend help in rebuilding the homes and providing basic supplies of the ill-fated town. No news was spread during the period of his visit, and even managed to tour the marketplace without the knowledge of fans and media. Videos taken was later compressed to a documentary and was aired in MBC.

Also during his US( Las Vegas and Los Angeles) fashion shoot for Marie Claire, he squeezed his time to join an international campaign for Center for the Pacific Asian Family (CPAF). This was founded to help address domestic violence and sexual assault in the Asian and Pacific Islander communities.

Noted that he also went to Japan last April and appeared for free in the 3rd “Korea-Japan Friendship Fiesta” , a charity event which is based on the friendship, trust and co-existence of the two countries and fosters charity activities through cultural exchange. This year theme was to promote contributions in educational support for children in poverty-stricken areas in the Asia region.

Aside from his hands-on involvement , he also made partnership with Ad Hoc T-shirts where the proceeds of sale of his personalized KNG shirts will go to Haiti Earthquake victims.

“The reason why I do volunteer work outside of Korea and the narrator in the documentary(for Padang Earthquake Victim) because I thought I should do the job as I could …. I know many people are poor in Korea and I ask myself why. But, I noticed that scenario even worse outside of Korea–my perception changed when I visited Indonesia and saw one there who can not eat and sleep in the shelter. “–Kim Nam Gil

sources:

http://allaboutkimnamgil.blogspot.com

http://www.hancinema.net

/Lyra

deathnote’s incognito

He is rude you see.but he just jokes around. He is mean you feel.yet you just dont get the grounds. He might say no.but doubt it for a yes. He might say yes but for a no make a guess. He can laugh all day. Yet note to the silent gaps. He can be mad all year round,but he just takes the time to understand why you lapse . He can give all his trust to you. But can take it away in a snap. He can give all his care to you .But its your loss if you weigh it half. He pokes sometimes but its real.He kids sometimes but its not a big deal.He shuts himself sometimes,yet its just for while. He ignores sometimes ,yet don’t get wild. If you got to know him,you’ll relate To what i say.if you shun to fathom, get loss,beginning today.

ganon kadali?

payslip.

iv known such group of people who wont live another day without their payslips in their hands.sobra.parang di mabubuhay ng isang araw hanggang di nila nahawakan ang kanilang payslip. laging pandemonium sa tuwing matapos ang araw ng a-kinse at katapusan. ritual na yata ang magsiakyatan papuntang second floor para makipag-unahan sa pagkuha ng papel. di nakokontento n mapalampas ang isang linggo.ganun sila katinik.walang pinagkaiba sa pag pila sa ATM . mas malala pa nga eh. para silang nag-aaklas sa pagmamadali.

mga dialogs na nakakabigla:

1. bakit ang lumaki ang witholding tax ko ? wla din lang. yung increase sa sahod napunta din lang sa tax! ( sana naisip na nila na oras na tumaas ang basic pay, kasunod na riin ang pagtaas ng equivalent ng tax, and other benefits. besides.,after the integration of e-cola, tataas tlga ang w/tax. )

2 .anu tong A/ R dito ? tanong ni manang corazon. Purchase order nio po te.sagot ko. ay! wala akong p.o. no! pag-aanounce niya in high volume. eto ate o.sabi ko sabay pakita ang logbook. at natahimik na rin siya. bka gusto p niya makita ang p.o card na pinimirhanan niya. ay ambot.

3. ang nakakalokang katanungan: tess, hanggang kelan n lang yung lapsing ng chit ko ? and promise.hindi lang isang ate o kuya ang nagtatanong niya. they are SEVERAL.

4. oi! bakit anjan ka na , may pila a!

5. pwedeng makuha n din yung payslip ni dodong? (asawa niya)

6. pakuha ng payslip!

ate , kain muna kami( puno ng katas ng crab ang mga kamay namin)

nood pa rin siya sa amin habang nilalamutak ang tiyan ng alimango.

mmaya na lang ate , kain muna kami.tignan mo o ang dungis ng mga kamay

namin….( at dun yata siya natauhan)

minsan ang sarap silang sigawan. minsan ang sarap magpaliwanag .pero sa sobrang technical n g sinasabi mo ,, di mo namamalayan, na pati na rin ikaw di mo na naiintindihan yung nasabi mo sa kanila.. minsan ang sarap deadmahin. magpalusot. pag nataray sila, talo ka na kasi naunahan ka .pero kung ikaw ang unang pumindot ng buzzer.yari ka.ang sama -sama mo.isa ka ng kontrabida sa tele novela .kung ano na ang ibabansag sa yo. yari ka kung yung natiempohan na pangalang bininyag sa yo eh on going sa telebabad o prime time bida..tsk tsk.

malas mo.

minsan, sa aking kapilyahan, 2 days before ko ni-release and payslip. kumuha ako ng reinforcer para siya ang maglagay ng notice sa pinto nmin ./at napakatahimik ng hapon n iyon.wlang kaguluhan. walang palengke. sarado. kung pwede nga lang na ganun lage ang idadahilan eh. pero, putik. bka katayin nila ako isa-isa kung ganon.

” WALANG PAYSLIP. NAG-HANG ANG COMPUTER”

wish ko lang.

OUCH

Tinuhog mo ang puso ko!

(kaya mo ??)

 

eto yata ung mga common reasons na nasasabi tuwing may break up.

Except for number 16, nagiging template na ang gantong mga dialogue.

Pero pag nasabi pa ren sa yo ‘to as their alibi or reason or explanation for the break up…tagos pa ren!!

 

1. its not you, its me
2. im pregnant, at hindi ikaw ang ama
3. she’s pregnant at ako ang ama
4. ill migrate in US/AUS/UK/CAN for good. At bukas na ang flight
5. there’s someone else
6. I love her more
7. I love him more
8. I’m gay
9. madedestino ako sa basilan
10. madedestino ako sa iraq
11. I’m engaged
12. I’m engaged with my parent’s business partner’s daughter/son
13. Priority ko pangarap ko ngayon
14. I don’t love you anymore maghanap ka na ng iba
15. Pagod na ako
16. 1 buwan na lang ang taning ng buhay ko
17. Ayaw ng pamilya ko say o
18. Di kita kayang ipaglaban sa pamilya mo
19. Goodbye
20. Quits na tayo (!!!!)